The good news was that DH's numbers were 5x
better (yep, you read that right) than the first IUI. Talk about a boost of
self confidence! We were so happy to hear that. Unfortunately that doesn't
guarantee that the IUI will work, but it certainly means that we can rule out
MFI.
So now I'm in the dreaded 2WW. Yesterday I was
completely exhausted and spent the day being barely awake. Today I let myself
sleep in a little more and had energy to go for a walk and do some chores around
the house. Altogether it was a very low-key day but that's how most of my days
are spent when I don't have the truck.
I watched the 2nd season of Guiliana&Bill
with DH yesterday and it really hit home with us. Besides the fact that they
were a little clueless about what an IUI was, it was nice to hear the voice of
infertility so proudly rung on tv. But it's still hard not having anyone to
confide in IRL. The only girl I knew who was struggling with IF, ended up
getting pregnant at the end of last year without assistance. I was happy for
her but, you know how that goes, she's joined the "others," no longer in the silent sorority.
I don't know if this cycle is going to work. I
want it to so badly. I pray that it does, but I'm also trusting in God's plan
for us. He knows the perfect time for me to get pregnant and even though I
think now would suit us just fine, He has the final say. So I pray for faith
and hope and believe that God will bless us with a family when He sees fit.
*sigh*
And that's it for the moment. Now I'm off to
make some dinner!
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